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| It's almost a New Year |
| 12.31.03 (12:19 pm) [edit] |
Wow, thanks for your complement RealityBlows2020 for your complement, thank you. I didn't continue from my last blog, and there is no reason for it. For the time being though, I've got a lot of time and will continue it soon, just needed to refresh my blog. Nothing really new to report in, but this year is almost over (actually it pratically is) and I just thought I'd bid a fond good-bye to another year full of great things. I'm sure we've all learned something in some shape form or fashion, but will we remember it? Try not to take for granted all that you have, but don't dwell on the past or particular items. Instead love what you've got now and keep a fixed eye on the future which passes by with each moment. I'd like to thank all of my friends which have helped me in what is to me is the most trying year of my life. I'll say a little something in my dreams tonight and may you all have a Happy New Year. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go get ready for the evening.
Sincerely,
Bobby
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| WHOA! TOTAL BLISS! |
| 12.21.03 (9:59 pm) [edit] |
Alright, I know it's been a long time since I've updated and I know that you're probably wondering if I'm still alive well YES, I am. Ok, I was sittin' here in my comfy chair and just playing ragnarok online and thinking (lately I couldn't stop thinking, no matter how hard I've tried). I've had some hate mingled with love for my father's past actions as well as my mothers, then I was thinking off all those times I was jealous of those people that are better than me, then I thought of who I hated, then I just had a sort of self hatred thing briefly. Kinda like all the negative things in my life just popped up out of nowhere and all attacked me all at once! Then I thought of Cara, then I thought of my family (Joan, Paul, Jon, Kenneth, and Cris), then I had this wild thing where I couldn't describe it! It was the best feeling I've ever had, and it came out of nowhere! For a split second it felt like all of my emotions just stopped, then I started to feel love. Not the kind of Shakespear love, not the kind of sex love, but the kind of love that was pure. It's so hard to describe, please try to bare with me while I try to, k?
I was just sitting there then I felt like something inside of me died, and the old me was gone and the new me was composed of nothing but love. I thought of everything I've had in my life in a new light! Everything in my life I looked at in a new light, and all in a brief moment! I felt nothing but love for my father, my friends, my family, and most of all for Cara. I have NEVER felt this! I want to feel more of it though! I was chatting with Cara on messenger when I got this feeling too, and I felt something trickling down my cheek and it was tears. Tears of happiness which I've never had in my life! I swear it, I love everyone of you. EVERYONE OF YOU! I know most of the people that are going to read this are wondering, "Who, me? This guy is nuts!" Observe in the following text, heh heh heh.
Kenneth and Jon, you've both been my best friends throughout my life. You've always been there to support me, and you've always had the same intrests as me (well, almost anyways). I love you guys, and you are my family. If you ever need anything, then please ask me.
Joan, you've been a mother to me and that's more than any other chick has ever done for me other than my real mother. I love you, and I call ya mum cause you are a mum to me. Thank you for always being there with your humor, and great aspects of things.
Paul, you've taught me many things and as far as I'm concerned you're still gonna show me lots of new stuff, like chores <. You're right up there with mom, cause you've been there when she was there trying to cheer me up, and thanks for the testoterone and "man talks". > Rachael, you've always been there with sorrow and an helping hand. You help people to smile when they need it, and that is a good thing.
Sarah (a.k.a. Wilky I think is how it's spelled), I remember how when you were first in band you were really shy, and you never really wanted to play hacky sack until I drug you into that game that one time at the little park. After that, you slowly came out of your shell, and that's kool. You are a good friend that always had something to help me smell good when I had my stinky days. I enjoy to hear you play the piano and still remember that song, "Pennys from Heaven." Keep it up chick.
Jared, you've always been a constant competitor with anything and everything I've ever done. I enjoy that about you, but that wasn't just it no. You've been an excellent friend and no matter how big of a rival you tried to be (if you were trying), you were always one of my best friends. You rank up there bro, congrats! :P
Dani, we've gone back a long ways, but now it seems like we barely talk. You're an awesome friend, and I enjoyed talking to you about our probs and I enjoyed how we could hold secrets for each other no prob. We're still going to Mardi Gras right?
Cris, yo bro did you think I forgot about you? Hell no, I'm still going down the list, so buckle down little dude. I remember how you used to follow me around all over the place and tried to do what I did. After a while though, you matured and became more independant (except for the chores, which you neglected most of the time, and I'd laugh at how you'd make faces while doing them), then you would start something and drag me into it. I'm still gonna get the last bite on you though bro, I can't believe you bite me while I was talking to Cara, but I'll finish it.
Hannah, you are awesome, and thank you for being a Vegeta fan too, there are so few of us. I enjoyed playing around with you in Karate, and that ball came about two inches from my nads, so next time be careful!
Megan, you're a blink 182 fan, and that's kool. I remember how you we used to goof off in karate all the time, and try as Eric and Hannah might, they could never get us to shut up. Jared knows what I'm talking about, he cut up with me too!
Eric, I remember how we used to always try to have serious talks but then something stupid would happen, hahaha. You've been an excellent friend in the past and as far as I'm concerned you still are. Just, don't let your thought overwelm ya, alright?
Well, if you've found your name and everything fine, then congrats, now go and get yourself a cookie. If you want milk that'll be an extra quarter.
I've saved the best for last, of course. I haven't forgot about you, how could I Cara? I love you with all of my heart and soul. You've done what I believed no one could, you've got my heart. I remember at the skating ring how you asked how old I was, and I replied "too old for you." then laughed. I didn't know what to say. One of those moments that I wish I could go back and do over. Everyday after we've started to go out was awesome. You give me unbelievable happiness, and I love you so much that I can't really describe it with words, or say it to you. If I could only prove it, then it would've been proven already. The night I gave you your present I wanted to say so much, but couldn't. I gave you my ring which represents my undying love for you, but that rose is my soul which is pure with your love. I would do anything for you, and that's a fact. I only wish I could prove how much I love you.
Sincerely,
Bobby
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You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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